SONGBIRD
I have this pulse that beats inside my bonesÂ
It bangs. It quiversÂ
On and on it drones
But it isn't mine
I think it's a birdÂ
Singing ferocious, crying to be heard
Alive you are, small bird
I hear your fierce notes demanding to be heardÂ
"Hush-hush" I say
but it isn't a bird desperate to be heardÂ
It is sound itself
And I am just its echo
This pen, this head- penhead can't understandÂ
I am sound, not man.
DON'T CALL ME BABY
Beckett had it wrong
Lawyering up his words like medallions for a passing purgatory
They're not yours
They're not
They became someone else's the moment they ushered forth
Oh, sure
You can be that sticky parent who follows your kid down nightclub corridors
That'll go well
It was yours while it was in your head
Slipping through your thumb and fist and muttered by pudgy lips
But
Once it slid out- bang
The salmon skipped away
Writers won't
Painters won't
Prophets won't
Loving the me-ness of the makering
The holding, moulding, oodling over the finger gun
Trying to suckle the teenager
Never being done